Monday, April 26, 2010

We Have Another Date

Hopefully this is the one that sticks (date and embryos). Three days before my daughters birthday (Yikes!) Not feeling excited yet, still down in the dumps somewhat. Hopefully time will go by pretty fast, I'm sure it will thanks to having so much to do in the next few months. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that since third time wasn't a charm, fourth will be!!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

So Much for That!!!

Scrap that calendar! AFTER the calendar was made, the egg donor decided she doesn't want to be on meds for finals and she can't give herself shots by herself while on vacation. So now everything is going to be pushed back into a different month.

All I can say is I really hope this next transfer is a successful one because if it's not, I may just be calling it quits. I can't take this stress anymore. I even had to put on waterproof mascara this morning because I knew I would be crying about this fu*@ed up situation today.

You know what? I just have to keep reminding myself that it could be so much worse. I just got off the phone with a friend whose husband had an affair. I feel for her and just want to be able to take the pain away, but I know I can't. So I need to stop complaining and pick myself up and move on (although it's still hard).

Saturday, April 17, 2010


Well, I finally got a's about time!