Birthday #3

Well, Mr. Grant turns 3 today! I really can't believe how fast time has gone by. I also can't believe that I'm embarking on my third journey. I didn't know if I would ever be back here...but here I am. I have to say I'm excited, just as I was in the past. It will be different this time because I am working, but I dislike my job so much that if it gets to be too much of a problem, I will quit. I know that things will take a long time, but I don't feel like I'm in a hurry this time. I haven't told D yet, but I do plan on doing that soon. I just have to get the guts to do it! As of right now, my only fears (so far) going into this journey are
1. telling D.
2. the thought of carrying more than one child (I hope to find someone who would like to transfer only one embryo, but I know that is rare).
3. the thought of having to have another c-section. I hope to have a v-bac, but don't even know if that's an option.
4. the fact that I may not have a journey that is ideal in my mind.

With that said, I'm more excited than fearful so I am looking forward to getting started!