Transfer #1 with IF's #2

I'm leaving in about 2 hours to head to the airport. I haven't even packed yet. I'm just not very excited right now. I feel down in the dumps and don't know why. Maybe once I get out of here I will get more excited. I guess the reason I'm not happy could have something with the way my last few days has gone. I wanted this trip to be perfect and it's already turning out to be horrible (in my eyes). I tried to dye my hair !disaster! - now my hair is practically black (really dark brown). I went and got my hair cut - I hate it. So I look awful and I feel awful. I have a sinus infection, but at least my jaw doesn't hurt from it like it did yesterday. I felt like I had a toothache! On my flight out there, I sit in the very last row and I swear that I will throw a fit if they make me check my bag - it is a full flight. I hate the airlines because I sit in the very last row, but yet I don't get to board the plane until the very last because I'm seating 4. That pisses me off! And then, when I get to LA, there will be no one to pick me up! I didn't get any cab vouchers like I was told I would (remind you that I used to get picked up by a limo service - guess the agency is making cutbacks) so I have to pay for cab out of my own pocket. At least I will be reimbursed.

So anyway, my expectations are already set for this trip. I hope so much that I can pick myself up out of this and try to have a good time. Either way, I'll let you know when I get back.